South Korea day 5

OMG! day 5!!! really it is so~o fast...

I've moved to dorm, and the very first class going to start tomorrow...

unggg I've promised to post any moment about my stay here... but for the past four days, I just can't kkk, since I did some 'things'
a fangirling thing?
pretty much TRUE :D

and know that I've stayed at dorm, no more wifi connection like in the hostel (which I can't reach my families and friends from my phone), and we have to bring our own laptop I regret it that I don't bring a laptop...

so I guess I have to end it here, I don't have that mood, *this is my friend's laptop and I have to go online in people's room, which is bit uncomfy*


first impression to Seoul

as I've promised before, once I arrive at some place which provide a good internet connection I'll update how my life here kkk

start from... our arrival at the airport... hmmm nice airport <3 clean, yeaah typical modern country
to get the city, Seoul *well the airport is located in Incheon* we have to pay 10.000 KRW, we decided to took the bus, since we haven't adapted with the subway thing yet, plus we brought so many stuffs, and cab are pretty expensive ._. *poor us*

as for the accommodation, for the first three days our stay in Korea, we will spend it on Seoul, since the school is located in Incheon, we wanna know how is the famous city kkk
so we decided to stay in a hostel... since it's cheaper, all we need is some comfortable place to rest right?
we don't need it to be a ~ fancy place or something

so here it is : Korea Central Backpacker ^^v 

it's a female dorm, which means, we might stay in same room with stranger, but until I wrote this post, it's just three of us who stay in this room :D
the hostel also provide a WIFI connection, which is SUPER FAST hhohho
and the owner guy is pretty nice

and about the T-Money! yeaah there's a card a useful card called T-Money it's more like a debit card ...
you can use it to pay your subway expenses, bus expenses, cab expenses and at some restaurant, we can use this card as a payment *just if you have enough balance kkk*
you can get the card at the supermarket *the card itself cost 3000KRW* but I made 'a mistake' I bought the 'phone strap version' from the vending machine , which is much more expensive ;_; it cost 5000KRW *ah I wish I had chance to visit here again soon, so I can use that thing again #plak*

after buy the card you need to give a value to card, it depends on your need, whatever you like~

food?!? yeaah I just stayed here for a day, and I am fasting sooo~ I've eaten a fastfood only, which is safer :3

in my opinion: Seoul is similar to Singapore especially in summer, except the signboard which is written in hangul, and so~ many cultural places such as the palace, and hanbok shops ^^v and OH! sometimes you can watch a free KPOP performance to 

what I think similar are the people, the road, the subway system and ehhmmm the lovebirds



okay I admit that my heart was jump in and out (for about 2weeks) because of this piece of STICKER *yaah I've observed and it's made from a sticker lol*
since if I don't have this, everything will be messed up!!!

I was so ~ o HAPPY once the travel agent said that my VISA has done!
since I don't live in Jakarta, I asked some travel agent to did it for me, also I didn't have much time to did it by myself

SO I'LL UPDATE SOON! how my life and my Ramadhan *so sad actually I have to leave Indonesia, in Ramadhan month, you know the vibe will be different, when Ramadhan is sacred month, and almost everything you do 'in good therm' can be categorized as worship God* in South Korea xD

just wish I get enough wifi connection :D


My Flight is going to be on 17.50 today!
wish me luck :D


it's bothering me, in a serious rate

I woke up this morning

with some much weary feeling in my heart
err... sounds melancholic I know, probably due to my pasca-menstrual period, I've cried a lot beacuse of this, I became more sensitive, in an unimportant way, seriously it's ridiculous, but I still can't control it, I know I am 21, which is old enough...

yeaah sometimes this situation comes to me...
I become so sensitive, and think too much about how people see me...
do you get it? 

 when sometimes I don't care about how I treat people
I mean, I treat them as how they treat me, or how I want them to treat me

maybe this is what they call how AB-liner *people with AB typed blood* has a double personality
hey I am still learn to understand myself, and how I want to be, since THE ONLY PERSON THAT WE CAN TRUST IS OURSELF

I believe there are so many people, esp. the boys *okay I am being frontal here* that see me as a cold hearted bitch
aaargh it's irritating!!! actually it's really really troublesome
All I want is having so many many many friends, err but I guess it made some people think in a different way, or to some people who wasn't close enough to me and kinda having a special thingy on me...
do you understand what I mean?

my body always react like... some rejection, I don't know is it normal? is it only me or some people experienced the same, is it uniqueness or BURDEN!
gaaah!!! I don't understand

I KNOW I MAY LOOKED LIKE A MAJOR BAD GIRL, who loves to break those heart
but no no no!!!  I would like to be a friend, only if I don't know if there are some secret thingy behind
I may be silly and full of jokes *but maybe not a funny one... yeaah ain't a comedian though*

it's just maybe I don't want to be labeled as a girl with full of fake hopes *yeaaah!!! that kinda hope!!!*
so maybe it's like emmm... if I treat you like a cold-hearted bitch, I never really mean to, it just I don't want to go that far...
I have my own principle and believes and way of think, and I am a stubborn when I come to this

okay I know, that I can't satisty everybody
but at least I try to explain something
maybe nobody get it, it just that really wanna share it here, though the targets read it or not

but one thing for sure, if I treat you nice, I mean it, 
I am not trying to wear an angel mask...
whatever you what you call me...
it's just yeaah I got a double personality, I guess ._.

and I am pretty expresive you can tell how I feel from my faces, but at the same time I can keep it in a good way
ah why am I so confusing!
except for some case I've explained

so maybe somepeople will think :

but I'll be like


try to explain sumthin', this is my life I should fight for it

aaah I wanna grow and be better person, not the doubled personality and moody one :3

fyi, the KPOP Macros credits goes to this thread:


Lately I've been observing Kpop music videos and here are 5 music videos I like the most:

1. Gangkiz - MAMA (drama ver.)

credits: gm contentsmedia @youtube

2. T-ara - Ya Ya Ya

credits: CJENMMUSIC @youtube

3. T-ara - Lovey Dovey in Tokyo

credits : LOENENT @youtube

4. B2ST - I Knew It

credits: beastofficial @youtube

5. B.A.P - Power

credits: TSENT2008 @youtube

Overall, I like Korean music videos because of the settings. For example, in MAMA MV, we can see how beautiful the scenery of Europe is. Ya Ya Ya MV has a concept of Indian girls while in Power MV, we are being hypnotized by the great concept of airspace plane.
Things I notice whenever I watch KPop music videos are that they always have awesome concepts and settings, and the outfits the models wear for those music videos are always amazing! :D