srinderella react to BTS 'ON'

well

 I started to cry on 0:46

just right when RM's solo part started

it's like I meet an old friend

the aroma of coffee, lingering on our nose

we haven't been catch up on what's going on for a long time

both of us are so occupied with our own activity 

but just by a short story

it's like (s)he understands what's going on with in my life lately

without much details, 

(s)he knows it very well

that I started to cry...

That I realised, I've been through so many things 

when it's just the 2nd month of 2020

'it's okay, you're doing very well... thank you'

...

just like when BTS released 'Run'

I was wanted to 'Run'

I wanted to runaway to chase something abstract called 'my dream'

just like when BTS released 'Forever Young'

it was almost the end of spring, and the summer is approaching

I was one step closer to that abstract thing - I got into my first ever job

it was a bit like what I've always wanted

it's never to late to get what you want

you just need to keep working on what you want

just like when BTS released 'Not Today'

I was struggling, trying to do my best

to get 'the approval' - not letting anyone bring me down

tho I was failed

just like when BTS released 'Love Yourself'

I was again - questioning my existense 

at the age of late 20's

just like when BTS released 'Boys with Luv'

Maybe I started to know myself better, 

I fall in love again with myself

and today with 'ON'

I got jailed, in a 'beautiful prison'

it so beautiful - I want to stay

or more like I should stay

it's okay, this prison taught me so many things no one can :)

it's okay that not everyone understand

the wound soon will dry, and became my winning trophy

it's okay

you're doing very well

Thank You

미치지 않으려면 미쳐야 해

'gotta go insane, to stay sane'

BTS 'ON'

Pada 26 Januari 2019, Aku Ingin Memberikan Segelas Es Teh Kepada Kim Jungwooo

TIPS BELI TIKET KONSER ARTIS SM DI KOREA (baca sampai habis ya)

Hari ini menandai tepat 2 bulan setelah aku jauh-jauh ke Korea demi nonton dede-dede gemesq - pemberi warna dalam hidupku - my sunshine - NCT127.

Keberangkatan ke Korea waktu itu bener-bener dadakan, bisa dibilang super impulsif - mungkin keputusan terimpulsif yang pernah aku ambil dalam 27tahun terakhir :") (sambil mikir, keputusan impulsif lain apa yang pernah aku ambil). Kalo dipikir-pikir ada sedikit seee...di..kit penyesalan, karena ditengah krisis ekonomi - rendahnya pemasukkan - dan banyaknya kemauan -- pulang-pulang dari Korea aku menjadi sobat misqueen yang menganggung hutang tiket pesawat, dicicil sampe 6 bulan kedepan (sebaiknya jangan dicontoh ya).

Jadi, konser The Origin ini adalah konser pertama yang aku tonton pas lagi puncak-puncaknya musim dingin, dan ngerasain suhu -7°C pas antri merchandise TT_TT. Tapi demi dede-dede gemesq aku rela - demi jastip aku rela :( - aku bahkan beli merchandise halu, yang mana aku orangnya aslinya pelit banget urusan jajan merchandise. Yang bikin sedih cuma 1 sih - gara-gara kedinginan aku jadi ga ada semangat untuk cari-cari freebies atau goods fan site NCT yang cuco meyong :( , semoga ada kesempatan lain ya ffuffuffu...

Berhubung kelar ngantri merch jam 12 siang (MULAI NGANTRI DARI JAM 9 PAGI fyi) dan konser mulai jam 6 sore, jadi aku sempetin jalan-jalan dulu ke tempat lain, makan siang dan tidak lupa ibadah (yang nonton konser jan lup tetap beribadah lo! biar baerkah fangirling annya) PAS jam 6 kurang dikit aku sampe di venue - DAN masih harus nyari pintu masuk section ku yang mana masih agak jauh. WOW WOW WOW - deg2an si - takut kelewatan konsernya (meskipun dijalan sudah nyiapin diri untuk kelewatan 1 lagu). Sampailah ke proses pengecekan tiket (agak deg2an yang lebih ekstra, karena ini ceritanya aku beli tiket dari tangan kedua - karena ga memungkinkan untuk nge war sendiri dan sedikit kuatir tiketnya ga valid - TAPI ALHAMDULILLAH bisa masuk dan dapet gelang kayak masuk ke Jatim Park gitu kkk)

DAN! Ternyata ketika aku sampai di venue - KONSERNYA BELUM MULAI, ternyata mereka nungguin aku :") 

 gimana ya...

You're The Cause of My (fake) Euphoria

When I am tired

When I am alone

When I need to be understood

When I need some affection 

When I need (fake) euphoria

I can only rely on you 

you

you

you

N*scafe White Coffee packed in box

):)

You'll be the cause of my (fake) euphoria

I'll be dancing

I'll be singing

I will believe I still have some hope

I will believe I still have a cause 

You're the cause of my euphoria

....

***

Finally a post TT_TT

 I've been sooo frustrated dealing with my writer's block

writer's block on doing this wretched blog (ikr)

I was thinking nothing express me better than my blog

so when I couldn't drop a single letter (!) 

it hurts me so much

it feels like a constipation

but on a yearly basis (Naudzubillah)

SO how's life?

mine is... a bit... changing

I have (nearly) found the real meaning of

'stay out of my comfort zone'

I HAVE CROSSED MY COMFORT ZONE PEOPLE!!!

I am currently on the actual war  

that I've been avoiding for my entire life

but PRAISE TO THE LORD Alhamdulillah

in this chaos, he sent me a new hope

besides N*scafe White Latte packed in box 
(I don't really drink canned drink, because I have this habit to not only finish the drink, but also biting it's straw), 
BTS and it's deep song, 
God also sent me Lucas and his boys ok... 
let's forget all the past and begin a new start!!! 

P.S : Sorry to other group I've been favoring at, I couldn't mention one by one because my current obsession is BTS, Lucas and his boys (maybe I will add JaeHyun and Jeno, so it become Lucas, Jaehyun, Jeno and them Boys), wait! Can I add one more : it's RedVelvet's Luv Kit (seulgi shade) and their latest A side 'Bad Boy' ... it's enough. 

ok ENOUGH!

(sigh)

at least I've define my comfort zone

next : I gotta figured my goal and my cause

hope it's not too late because I've spent 27 years ( :( ) breathing and doing nothing meaningful other than making korean idol group become richer by selling them album.

GOOD BYE my mid 20's 

I'll be 30 in 3 years.

(sigh)

Hello this is Lucas

credits to google

***

latest obsession:



and I want to rant here:
why the h*ll they use 'Claire De Lune' out of billions of classic composition!
THIS GOT ME LUNATIC cause it will grow more of MY PERSONAL CONNECTION towards BTS :(

I used to plan to fly to Korea for them next comeback
It was supposed to be my birthday gift from me to me
but why it's on Ramadhan :(
WHYYY

and how dare you use euphoRIA as the title.
WHY BTS WHY *big hit*
how much more will you play with my heart.

and oh
don't forget April 22nd 2018 will mark 1 year anniversary of Wings Tour Bangkok tragedy...
uuurgh still want's to see them live :(

6months later : The Serendipity

Hi!

Basically... I am starting something new...

now it's not 'starting', but more like 'I have started'.

On my despair perspective it's like I am back to zero, but on my positive perspective I am starting something new. I am a bit of on the middle of those two.

Well, I was always thinking to back to be blogger, just to resonate my positive energy.

Which now, I need the most.

On this comeback post, 

I am just going to put BTS (well practically it's 2 and half minutes full of Jimin's voice) latest teaser for their 'Love Yourself' comeback.

Nooo, I am not that smarty nor deep enough to talk about the hidden meaning or the semiotics of the video.

OK, 

IT'S JUST WHY ON THE EARTH THEY CHOOSE 'SERENDIPITY' and JIMIN SOLO.

I AM JUST SO WEAK HEARTED. AND AND THE ALBUM WILL BE CALLED 'LOVE YOURSELF', which is my main issue :(

'Serendipity' is just like my life value, I seldom had the thing called 'expectation' and I am kind of spontaneous type of person... simply because I believe on serendipity... I just work on my own pace, and believe the good thing will come eventually if it's meant to be.

I will keep posting nonsense here until..

OMG, 

this video had released like a month ago 

and I just watched it today!
2 October 2015, 

1 a.m in the morning

should I join G-Soul's fan club or something

cus his music is just stan-worthy

you know I won't stan any singer/group without good song (at least fit my taste)

except that certain group member is cute or something

AND THAT CULT-ism toward love lyric

no, 

I am still a teenager at heart

sorry

so, 

when will I stop

?

***

btw, can't sleep tonight,

in whose dream am I tonight

?

Nothing.

well,

Happy Birthday Mr. Motivational and Inspirational.

have a nice trip!

-- sorry for being irrational --

the same girl attacked by a giant mood swing

now,

I am just...bored to the extend I dunno what to do 

and everything become uninteresting 

while I have a thesis revision to be done

I have a best friend called youtube - which always be able to entertain me

but, uhhhmmm I don't feel like going to (?)

I have a phone and there is an interesting game called 'Let's Get Rich' - 

but my battery is running out

I want to post something on instagram - 

to make my life less boring in front of people,

but I have none to be posted, 

actually I have but it's going to be embarrassing if I post it on instagram

(because I am a matured 23 years old girl, whom just graduated from uni weeks ago)

so instead, I blog it:

since I always post honest and embarrassing things here and the fact that last post was so last year xD

I found that pic today while I am googling for my shop's poster material

I found it 

and I was went 'oooh

that's my traveling attire material!!"
(we can be partner - as if in fanfiction)

and oooh the fact that the person whom worn that attire is an opposite gender 

got me...

I NEED TO TRAVEL!
things that motivated me to be graduated was :
1. no need to pay tuition fee
2. POST GRAD-TRIP 
*I have saved some amounts, but I will use it for 'something bigger'*

...

I need to see a new place

not my home, nor a mall nor CAMPUS!

by the way

HAPPY/LATE/ NEW YEAR

2015 be awesome

let's wander!!! this blog become boring,

I am tired of writing about 'love yourself and embrace your decision' themed,

because It will eventually lead us to main goal

/how I actually encourage myself, that I didn't pick a wrong step/

I need to experience something new

KICK ME !!!

***

btw here is my CURRENT OBSESSION!

got my knee turned into a jelly~
I wonder if he can read Quran

and become my Imam on every shalah 

/ignore it/

I NEED TO WANDER MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD RN

bye

love yourself
and

prepare for an awesome year ahead

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***
hari ini saya dan teman baru melayangkan laporan kepada polisi terhadap online-shop:

 "http://thekpopshopid.blogspot.com"

sejauh ini mereka berbasis di blog tersebut dan memiliki akun di OLX

modusnya adalah sebagai berikut:

zona dalam kehidupan

halo!

ngga kerasa udah mau FEBRUARI aja!!! cepet banget ;__; apa akunya yang lelet, eh ngga! ngga lelet kok, YOLO~ menikmati hidup gitu deccchhh

tepatnya seh sebulan ini hidup masih gini_gitu aja, masih sirik ke orang-orang, siriiik yang kemana-kemana (hus hus, lulus syeeek mbak, oh iya bener!), terus bingung deh mau posting hal ngga berguna apa, sering sih ngecekin blog, tapi ngecekin lapaaak, haha

(semoga laris ya, doakeun) mampir-mampir ke LAPAK SAYA GAN/SIS! atau follow instagramnya @yaluhan_shop kalo mau liat-liat ^^

akhir-akhir ini aku suka kepikiran gitu deh, kalo hidup ini emang terbatas ya, --iya lah kita cuma manusia budak hina berlumur dosa, cuma Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa, kan...--

jadi kita suka berada dalam satu zona gitu, dan rasanya zona itu yang membatasi kita buat berkembang jadi lebih baik, eh ngga mesti juga sih, sejatinya hidup ini kondisional, ngga ada sesuatu yang pasti dan absolut, pakem, saklek, apalagi itu, ibaratnya binatang anjing, kan haram tu dalam Islam karena liurnya, eh tapi ada kisah Ashabul Kahfi, lah mereka apa piaraannya? Anjing kan? dan dianggap 'terhormat' gitu kan, jadi ya hidup itu kondisional, musti fleksibel kita jadi orang, 

amiin

(gak tau bakal jadi postingan macam apa ini)

udah ah! aku mau 'menuangkan' zona-zona dalam kehidupanKU! ya gimana, masa mau nulis zona kehidupan orang lain, siapa aku #siapalahsayaini,

1. #mahasiswazone

 family support

- Kelebihan : 1) Mahasiswa, masih punya KTM *bisa dapet diskon pelajar gitu*, 2) masih bisa main ke kampus, 3) masih dianggep imut *emang ada ya yang bilang gitu*, masih... masih... 

- Kekurangan : 1) (lebih banyak) lebih banyak soalnya angkatan 2009 dan belum lulus, malu diliat adik kelas sama tetangga (kayaknya tetangga masa bodo deh), awalnya mencoba keren, tapi usahanya gagal (jadi ceritanya mengusahakan sesuatu tapi ngga berhasil gitu, TAPI : LEBIH BAIK GAGAL DARIPADA TIDAK MENCOBA KAN), 2) jadi ngga bisa nyoba-nyoba ngelamar kerja (yaudah ngelamar engku Zainuddin aja engku Krisuddin aja deh :p), cuma bisa ngupil kalo temen-temen bagi-bagi loker, padahal kadang ada yang seru gitu, terus... 3) ya ngga bebas sih, ibarat masih sembelit gitu, belum lancar ee nya...

sejauh ini #mahasiswazone lagi ngga banget, kecuali kalo udah jadi mahasiswa S2 di Busan gitu (eh amiin)

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Infinite - Reality LIMITED EDITION ALBUM (2015)
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.
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- The Red Bullet Program Book Sealed - Poster TTS Twinkle - Seventeen 17 carat - JJProject Bounce with Jr PC

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Red Velvet The Velvet with Irene PC Apink Special Album Dear Apink LUV MD Eunji, Group LHolder 

BTOB Move + PC Changseob + Poster Gu9udan The Little Mermaid + Poster BTS Summer Package in Dubai

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