My Unrequited Love

So , I was here going to rant about

how two days ago I was awaken

and I feel like what I need the most rn is affection

well, put that aside

because I've tried to taking care of it

While browsing for this post's picture

I was like, "wow! it's November already and it's going to end soon...And 2018 is coming fast"

and I was thinking, I am still thinking about it.

What I've done so far...

Though I've been working in some company with a'global environment'

I've went to Japan, and been to Shibuya and Tokyo Disneyland

or I've been to Holy Land

(and insert 'watching BTS concert' overseas, although I almost got killed)

this year...

It seems like my truest dream are still still far away

it's so frustrating, I feel like I am actually on an 'unrequited love' situation

 ...

 

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 By the way during my flight to Holy Land

I got a chance to watch these movies:

Wild (2014)

1st World Problem

((MY HOMEEE!!! taken @ Tokyo Disneyland))

My current 1st world problem:

nooo it's not involving to get married asap

or getting a new job

(although those 2 are pretty crucial)

my current 1st world problem is...

should I delete my current instagram

(I have 2 public accounts, 1 stalking account, 1 secret account, and 2 online shop accounts)

and make the new one.

OR

should I just keep going with the old one.

Well, since I stopped working on my previous office job

I was thinking about deleting my main main account 

and start something new with a travel-esque thing

since I love traveling a lot.

Now that I already have some new concept

this issue became bigger in my world

hahhaha555

hmmm...

P.S : I am on ninja mode on my main account, cause I don't feel like to interact with people
and on semi ninja mode on my 2nd account, cause I wanted to use that account for my current purpose but the feed is kinda messy :p 
I-AM-CON-FUS-ED 

x.o.x.o

S

please anticipate my regular blog post

because I will keep this blog forever how cringy it is

(I was also thinking about deleting my facebook account)

MORE P.S:

Current mood

tribute to previous Japan trip

because OH-GOD! Japan is a land of Ikemen (or maybe cause I was in Tokyo, I mean..big city)

I wish I could live in Japan surrounded by Ikemen, writing a cringy book 

wearing bohemian dress and d*c marts on daily basis

Kartini (2017) : "Membuat Malu"

Kebetulan di Surabaya (dan beberapa kota lainnya di Indonesia) sedang berlangsung KIFF atau 'Korea Indonesia Film Festival' 2017 yang dilaksanakan di bioskop-bioskop CGV. Yang menarik bagi saya yang pelit dan jarang ke bioskop ini adalah harga tiketnya yang cuma 10,000 rupiah. Tahun kemarin saya sampai maraton dua film: satu film produksi Korea Selatan dan satu film produksi Indonesia. Tahun ini kebetulan cuma bisa 1 film saja karena keterbatasan waktu (?).

Ceritanya di suatu Jumat siang yang panas yang lalu, kelar ngurus VISA buat next dream trip (?) Saya lagi males banget pulang, dan ketika scroll timeline twitter munculah se-se tweet soal KIFF ini. Sebenernya mungkin apapun filmnya saya pasti nonton karena emang males di rumah, tapi takdir mengkatakan saya harus nonton Kartini. 

Sebenernya saya agak merasa jahat sih, karena baru nonton kalo tiketnya cuma 10rebuan aja. Saya sangat suka sih film-film (semi) biografi gitu (rasanya pasti ada yang di dramatisasi kan yaa), tapi sempat ada pengalaman saya kecewa sama film Soekarno (2013)...yang rasanya terlalu jauh dari yang saya harapkan, dan terlalu drama. Kalo ada orang yang bilang film tersebut bikin nasionalis, maka saya akan lebih milih film Habibie dan Ainun (2012) sebagai film yang membuat saya sedikit lebih nasionalis. Yah di akhir saya baru tahu sih kalau sutradara film Kartini edisi 2017 ini sama dengan sutradara film Soekarno. Dan film ini...bener-bener bikin saya...malu.

6months later : The Serendipity

Hi!

Basically... I am starting something new...

now it's not 'starting', but more like 'I have started'.

On my despair perspective it's like I am back to zero, but on my positive perspective I am starting something new. I am a bit of on the middle of those two.

Well, I was always thinking to back to be blogger, just to resonate my positive energy.

Which now, I need the most.

On this comeback post, 

I am just going to put BTS (well practically it's 2 and half minutes full of Jimin's voice) latest teaser for their 'Love Yourself' comeback.

Nooo, I am not that smarty nor deep enough to talk about the hidden meaning or the semiotics of the video.

OK, 

IT'S JUST WHY ON THE EARTH THEY CHOOSE 'SERENDIPITY' and JIMIN SOLO.

I AM JUST SO WEAK HEARTED. AND AND THE ALBUM WILL BE CALLED 'LOVE YOURSELF', which is my main issue :(

'Serendipity' is just like my life value, I seldom had the thing called 'expectation' and I am kind of spontaneous type of person... simply because I believe on serendipity... I just work on my own pace, and believe the good thing will come eventually if it's meant to be.

Be a One Day Princess! - Tea Cupping with Havelteh

Kembali ke Sabtu 18 Februari 2017, satu bulan yang lalu...

Saya berkesempatan untuk menjadi princess sehari~ (yah sebenernya cuma 2jam sih dari 24 jam)...tapi sungguh...sebuah kesempatan yang membuat saya merasa 'ningrat'.

Jadi, acara tea cupping yang dipersembahkan oleh Havelteh ini adalah sebuah bentuk pengenalan tentang teh, segalanya tentang teh! Mulai dari sejarah teh di Indonesia, jenis-jenis daun teh... dan yang paling seru (menurut saya) saya bisa nyobain produk-produk Havelteh hihi.

typical

and in the end.
I want to be acknowledged by my hard-work
I don't care if my hard-work is not a hard-work on someone else measurement
I worked hard
I worked hard so that I can be who I am now.
I worked hard to understand who am I.
I worked hard to...I worked hard to like everything about me.  

I worked hard to be special.
I worked hard to
love myself.

then, 
can I get my glass shoes soon? and the prince and big castle with beautiful chandelier inside ?
can I?

I don't have any talent other than being a dreamer.
don't take my dream, because it equals to killing me...

February 2017,
S

Happy 3rd Anniversary Yaluhan Shop!!!

hope the 'tour plan' will do someday 

New year never been special to me, I mean I don't really count anything. Things get 'special' when March started because my birthday is on April :p.

but what so special about birthday tho.

But ever since January 2014 passed...I always looking forward for another January, cause it's my kid's birthday. Definitely not a human kid, cause you know I am still looking for an eligible partner...you know to yeah.

Anyway...this is about my kid 'yaluhan shop' yeah that kid I used to be proooooud of. Not that I am not anymore.

AND...this kid turned 3years today TT_TT I am so proud.

Have to admit there were ups and downsss...and there were a time when I almost made my kid hiatus...well, I don't really update nowadays tho...but at least I still put some effort on raising it :( there are other shops which produces more and had more customer, but my kid is still the best.

I am thanking Allah SWT, my on and off partner Pussel and all customers whom still trust yaluhan shop until today. Some things might be dissapointing on 2016, but I'll work hard to eliminate those thing to be happened again this year. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ENDLESS SUPPORTS AND TRUST.

I want to do a lot of promotion this year, I hope I can set aside my tiredness of work to do both yaluhan shop and work life. I want yaluhan shop have it's 4th anniversary next year, and produce moreeeee happiness this year!

Thank you all.
Giveaway soon :p
x.o.x.o 


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