coffee, perhaps?

there's a time when a particular person
feels:
upset
angry
embarrassed

at the same time

then what is the best suggestion for that person?

and

what would Victoria Vinciguerra do?

baluran and the wind's song

H + 50

excuse my lame - photography - skill , but I like this picture, in love actually, whatever lol
taken at a Temple *I forgot where is it, but it's not in Seoul or Gwangju*

hi!

so my last post were like within 3weeks ago

and the last two post was kinda inappropriate

sorry v_v

last post was the day when I was so - ultra - pissed off - yeah you can tell by the way I wrote

come on! just take the positive sides 

"If someone trying to bring you down, then let them be, because instead of you get down, you will go up, look up to the sky, and prove 'em, that they wrong"

okay

...

*sorry, did I just wrote some *cough*crappy-motivational-words*cough*

***

so , how's life recently?!?

I wish someone on other side of monitors, whoever it is, will go like 'finally! new post'

lmao, that's impossible tho, I was kidding,

 ...

I am STILL on the same stage of life : 

"STRUGGLING and PRAYING"

and guess what?!? I've just failed on some more attempts to get what I want :p

and I guess, I am getting use to being fail

I mean, yeah, I was confident as always,

but when I knew I fail, I was like "okay..."

no more , long-time-menboong *a.ka mental breakdown*

 so whoever read this!

NO MENTAL BREAKDOWN WHEN YOU FAILED

life is not the same, I mean between you and she/he

we have our own path

the most important thing is : "LIVE YOUR DREAM, not any other person's"

***

and guess what

I'VE STARTED WORKING ON MY THESIS

YESSEU YESSEU YESSEU

T-H-E-S-I-S

well, some person might be "nothing's special" or "well, screw you b*, I've graduated!"

well, whatever, it's special for me

hopefully the results will be as sweet/good as WHAT I'VE PLANED 

*why? I've planed to work on my thesis - this late, I did this ON PURPOSE*

so

I am asking for your blessing readers

"hopefully, my thesis-mentor *ehmm, how should I call 'em* can cooperate with me, I've swore to myself not to read fanfiction, and it's torturing me, I know it's not-so good habit, but I've enjoyed it, but but but, >>> Hopefully I will graduate next year, as what I've planned"

*cough-cough*

***

what else?

(emotional).

***

I felt like going to flush myself on the toilet

because after all these time You treat me like a shit

but then I realized

I am not a shit

I am a sun, I belong to the sky

not earth 

with You!

***

~

sorry to say, that I am acting as a selfish-self centered bitch

but you taught me to be

you taught me that I have to live my life this way

I will walk forward ... and hold everything I have firmly

so nobody will take it away from me

added : crappy artwork from 2006 

UKHTI48 Looking for SOME VIEWERS!

menindak lanjuti postingan 

desperado woman trip : it's GOA CINA beach!

ceritanye disana kita mau vidio buat:

setelah melewati proses panjang

di edit

ditolak *sama pocari, kayaknya kebanyakan adegan yg dianggap ngga penting sih TT^TT*

AKHIRNYA

di edit lagi U_U
upload

DITERIMA

masuklah vidio kita ke official youtube nya pocari 

ini DIA!!!

MOHON DUKUNGANNYA YAAA!!!

meskipun EPIC FAIL, saya ngga bisa nge dance

penuh pasir

tubuh kumal

namun~

SEMOGA DAPAT MENYEGARKAN TUBUH ANDA KETIKA SUNTUK DENGAN DRAMA KEHIDUPAN

ENJOY

dan

PLEASE PRESS "LIKE" BUTTON !!!

Elektro Kif by Blanca Li

Last Tuesday (5/June/2012)
I attended an amazing dance performance which the choreography created by Blanca Li a France Man

at Sheraton Hotel Surabaya the event was held by Institut Francais Indonesia

okay unfortunately I wasn't took any pictures nor videos

but I really really want to let people know how great they was

so here I am^^

fortunately I found some videos about their performance in other places:

 credit : northstage @ youtube

credit : airstand @ youtube

the setting was some boys who attended a school, there were class setting, basketball court setting, computer laboratory setting, etc

It's amazing how Mr. Blanca Li create a choreography that suits those setting, how the dancers 'played basketball' while dancing, or 'listened to the teacher' and 'answered teachers' question while dancing! it's amazing

for those who lives in Surabaya maybe it's too late if you wanna watch the performance live

but the opportunity still available for you who lives in Jakarta the performance is going to be held at 11 June 2012 at 8 p.m in Graha Bhakti Budaya Taman Ismail Marzuki 

I hope the dance team have another opportunity to visit Surabaya! 

ELEKTRO KIF TRES BIEN!!!♥

OPEN FOR BUSINESS!!!

I've prepared some online shops account

the name is 'SPRING RAIN'

*the idea just came up, just like how 'monday in sahara' did xD*

 PROVIDE CLOTHING and COLLECTIBLE ITEMS xD

available at:

multiply

yukbisnis

tokobagus

just help me spread my products
first project is for my summer school allowance #coinforsummerschool

THANK YOU!!!

HELLO APRIL!

I should have post this yesterday:

COME ON JOIN ME!!!

maybe it sounds weird

 but I JUST WANNA SHARE THE BEAUTY OF SAVANA at Mt. Bromo <2Fspan>

BEAUTIFUL ISN'T IT?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY VIDEO hehehe xD

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*wonder why?* my painting exibitions

my first post in this tiger year!!! and long time no posting :P...

I just want to show, my paintwork, that I made almost 4years ago.

When I was in Junior High School.

I did that at holiday. everything was a just a watercolor paintwork 

take a look ! :)

set this up as my newest blog header:

I don't have a tittle for this picture. But it's obvious, it is about something that grow in a dome, so it can't grow well. The dome can be anything in this life, environment, parents, friends, anything.

I don't have a tittle too for this picture, but this paintwork is inspired by my 'current hobby' at that time, reading shoujo comic book. It's about a meeting with a destined person, in an unexpected moment. Sounds romantic?

 

The last one, is just an ordinary butterfly, moreover the picture isn't neat, I think it's about living in this real-jungle : Life

That's all!!! It's just an amateur, but I'd love any critics, comment, anything.