20100509

low disk space

uuurrghhh!!! I think I really really need to get a new external hard disk, my laptop keep going get low disk space notice. Actually I feel bad for that, BUT! nothing to erase from my laptop. ALL ARE EXTREMELY IMPORTANT!!! I'm confuse!!!

Moreover it's gonna be 10 p.m, and I have a morning class tomorrow. I have to go to bed, and my assignments? I didn't touch it at all, I'm just browsing the materials, but I didn't working on it! *well, I know that's my fault*. but web browsing is such a poison! seems like it have been running on my blood...

And what keeps distracting me is? I HAD AN IDEA of fashion mix and match, I want to try it, go out with that, and of course! taking some picture.
but it's night already, and that's impossible to 'wear' my idea tomorrow. Promise! I will be a spotlight, but what kinda spotlight yaaaa???

I hope, I'll be more confident and my environment will be more 'fashion friendly' 

yaaah, just wanna post my old picture, I was dressed as a chic rocker inspired :). What do ya think???


I wish tomorrow will be a superduper beautiful day, on my relationship with GOD, on my LOVELIFE (the most important LOL), on my education, my relationship with others and my organization...

chuuu~

P.S : I got a big dream wish, I know my style is not that great, my blog is not that well-known: BUT I WISH : SOMEDAY A BLOGGER PHOTO PAINTER WILL MAKE MY PHOTO AS ONE OF THEIR MUSE! hehe

20100504

only GOD knows! :)

I was just passing a SUPERLUCKY day . at the 2nd of  May...

as a Rangers - Changcut Rangers (fans of The Changcuters a.k.a TC band usually called)
me and maman, and some of her friends, attended a pensi (high school's music and dance and anything artsy thing event)

after waiting like more than 2hours. they came out! yippy!!!

we watch at the first row. *yaaa just like watching a fashion show...*
I was suffering cause a guy *with a smelly armpit* pushed me, and it felt like, I felt his tii..t! OH NO!
I can't enjoy their show huhuhu :(
but yaa, after he satisfied *after taking TC's photo*. he go to the leftside . thanks GOD!
I dooo enjoyed their performance!!!
especially My Favorite Player 'Qibil' at guitar, with his FRESH NEW SEXY HAIRCUT! played uuuu!!! 너 의 입술로 오빠 !!!! (neoui ibsullo oppa!!!!) LOVELOVELOVE :p hehe
 and when he covered his wet SMEXY hair with a towel. CUTE *blinkblink*!!!
unfortunately I didn't capture that moment...
and when he get to the side of  stage where I stand . I screamed LOUDER!!! awww!!!

after few songs maman looked so pale . I thought she was going to collapsed . then we headed to somewhere outside the crowd, to take some fresh air. yaaa after she feels okay. we were going back, but THAT WAS THE LAST SONG!!! uhhm , but that's ok. I'LL ABSOLUTELY CATCH their next performance at my sooo LOVELY CITY!

theeeen , I was so confuse about accommodation to get home.
but whatever!
maman's friend : Randy, told us to get something to eat. after. longlong conversation. we headed to 'Gubeng Pojok'. with a big sacrifice too!

shockingly at that place, there were TC's band crew. maman wondered "Ohh!!! where are they (TC)???"
after ordered a meal. had some jokes

SUDENLY
...
...

...

a group of a man, passed..
fist row ALDA of TC!
I screamed!
not the loud one. but I did some weird moves. 
and the last row. QIBIL 
my favorite one!!! uuu , he acted silly! CUTE :)

the rest are : 
all of us. me, maman and friends. get nervous, till we couldn't eat.

then we ask them to take a picture with us. fortunately they say 'yes'
yuhhuuu!!! cause from the last moment, it's kinda hard, to ask them like that.

here are the prove :)


and the best one. ME in a same FRAME (though...) with Qibil :O


look at what he wore truly fashionable.! LOVELOVE :)
then I made and making another wish . I wish I can be like this :


envy heeeeerr!!!

yayyy!!! all of that moments are 'only GOD knows moment', GOD gives a different different way and reason to each person
on other side of this nation, probably there are a fangirl, like me who met them million times, and get bored.
or someone who never met them, and dying to do that...

only GOD knows.
I just wish . I can 'feed' all of my 'FANGIRL HUNGER :)'
I STILL wish to:

meet them . interact with them, anything!
cause I got this moment by several hard steps . hehe

20100501

pattern parade: SPRING is COME!!!

back to 4th day of March

mommy asked for an accompanion to the 'G-city near Surabaya' means, Gresik.
at first I though 'Gooosh!!! I want to stay at home, I'm sooo tired'. but na-ah! stay at home is actually a bad idea. 'LIFE is TOO SHORT and WORLD is TOO BIG'. straightly I go to shower, and I was thinking 'what today's costume should I wear?'

showering is my biggest inspiration caller. YEAH! when I need some idea consultation. shower is the best place to get some new idea. 

this was what I wore:


really really like a pattern war: Tartan, stripes and floral. some people think it wouldn't work, but na-ah ! not with me. I really really don't care when someone stare at me, and I guess they will think like: 'HELL!!! what does she think, when she pick her outfit?'



here is the detail : my pattern war!