now playing : BTS - Love is Not Over (full version)

I just realize something very - very important.

I realize I don't deserve to love someone or to be loved by someone yet...

thus I don't know what love is

but I feel like I don't have enough love

for my self

  
this person who came up to be supportive to anyone

seeing everything in positive attitude

and believe that there is a special lesson on everyone's failure

is the same person who wanted to be trusted and supported
the same person who actually more pessimistic than anyone else.

this person needs to love itself more, 

...

I guess I need to be myself more

and love myself before I give my love to someone else.

please let me go once more

give me another chance to love myself more.

I've never hating the reason why I live

but I just need to know more 

how to embrace it.

again thanks to BTS for made me think about it.

Yes, today is special because I turned 25years and 1month

what a month~

even thought  I meet hundreds of 'Adimas'
I know I couldn't accept him now
I just need more love for myself
 Gosh! I hope someone understand this