20150627

remember summer 2012 : midnight sun (edited)

it was a normal-confusing night, 
after finished translating my junior's thesis abstract
I watched some Bangtan Boy's video,
plus some rounds of Let's Get Rich

suddenly
I got dragged by my summer 2012's memories,
Inha University campus, 
dorm - 4th floor
the room at the end of the aisle,
my bunk bed
where I used to listens to Beast - Midnight Sun

and...


didn't live in Seoul tho, but I spent a lot of time at subway
I remember my ride with that subway
people inside starring at me
because I am 'weird'
then a strange garlic aroma passed by :)
*and why do I keep posting this subway song everywhere*



it was also Ramadhan, 
it was also Friday
it was also night

ummm...
?

***
and 'what if thoughts' keeps bothering me
what if everything was okay
what if I didn't accepted as a GIP member
what if I started my thesis earlier
what if I... was just being normal
what if.....

mood : Beast 'Midnight Sun' + 지하철 노래

20150610

time capsule : Mt. Ijen (again) 2015



pembayaran kontan
setelah 1,5tahun dilanda dahaga akan petualangan
ingin jalan-jalan menghirup aroma alam
bukan buat gaya-gayaan dan naikkin gengsi, 
murni pengen lihat kebesaran Ilahi

untuk ukuran anak kota yang kerjanya 
bangun-tidur lagi-bangun-online-tidur
lumayan lah pencapaian bisa menyaksikan full moon, blue fire sama sun rise disatu tempat yang sama
Alhamdulillah dikasih stamina, modal dan dapet banyak bantuan
semoga ini menandai terbukanya lembaran baru
buku baru, pena baru
yang lama disimpan aja buat dibaca-baca lagi...

 time capsule
foto ini di upload buat dikasih tunjuk ke anak-anak kelak (yakali)
*karena yang pertama kebayang pas liat foto ini, ada monolog : 'nak ini mamah waktu balik ke ijen, kamu juga harus bisa yah'

x.o.x.o
S

20150604

Nothing.


well,
Happy Birthday Mr. Motivational and Inspirational.
have a nice trip!
-- sorry for being irrational --