20130930

few words

Myeong-dong 2013

AAKKK!!! Last day of 2013's September
TIME IS RUNNING SO FAAAST!!!
*sobs*

I just realised a few days ago (when I want to update my blog, but ended up I didn't)
that next month or tomorrow
or October

is going to be this blog's 4th anniversary

so
what

ahahaha


...
okay my motivation, 
to make this blog better
to make this blog more inspiring and usefull for everyone
I realised that lately my posts are crappy and not interesting
everything might change soon
*another crappy things posted*
 I AM GOING TO DO MAJOR RENOVATION

it's been 4years,
I need new layout and maybe new header 
xixixi
please anticipate
please pray for me
I am in total desperation
and ugly mood 
*hahaha ugly you said*

*being emotional and crying in the corner*
 monday in sahara                  

20130909

H + 50

excuse my lame - photography - skill , but I like this picture, in love actually, whatever lol
taken at a Temple *I forgot where is it, but it's not in Seoul or Gwangju*

hi!
so my last post were like within 3weeks ago
and the last two post was kinda inappropriate
sorry v_v
last post was the day when I was so - ultra - pissed off - yeah you can tell by the way I wrote
come on! just take the positive sides 
"If someone trying to bring you down, then let them be, because instead of you get down, you will go up, look up to the sky, and prove 'em, that they wrong"
okay
...
*sorry, did I just wrote some *cough*crappy-motivational-words*cough*

***
so , how's life recently?!?
I wish someone on other side of monitors, whoever it is, will go like 'finally! new post'
lmao, that's impossible tho, I was kidding,
 ...
I am STILL on the same stage of life : 
"STRUGGLING and PRAYING"
and guess what?!? I've just failed on some more attempts to get what I want :p
and I guess, I am getting use to being fail
I mean, yeah, I was confident as always,
but when I knew I fail, I was like "okay..."
no more , long-time-menboong *a.ka mental breakdown*
 so whoever read this!
NO MENTAL BREAKDOWN WHEN YOU FAILED
life is not the same, I mean between you and she/he
we have our own path
the most important thing is : "LIVE YOUR DREAM, not any other person's"

***
and guess what
I'VE STARTED WORKING ON MY THESIS
YESSEU YESSEU YESSEU
T-H-E-S-I-S
well, some person might be "nothing's special" or "well, screw you b*, I've graduated!"
well, whatever, it's special for me
hopefully the results will be as sweet/good as WHAT I'VE PLANED 
*why? I've planed to work on my thesis - this late, I did this ON PURPOSE*
so
I am asking for your blessing readers
"hopefully, my thesis-mentor *ehmm, how should I call 'em* can cooperate with me, I've swore to myself not to read fanfiction, and it's torturing me, I know it's not-so good habit, but I've enjoyed it, but but but, >>> Hopefully I will graduate next year, as what I've planned"
*cough-cough*

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what else?