my own term of 'galau'

setiap orang punya penyebab galaunya sendiri-sendiri

hari ini atau mungkin ketika postingan ini terbit 'sudah jadi' kemarin...

saya menyadari itu

disaat yang sama, 3 orang gadis sekaligus, lewat media mulut, bbm dan whatssapp galau 

gara-gara that heart shapped thing 

but as for me, after I read one of my friend facebooks status, which he said he miss his dad

who already passed away like 7years ago probably

suddenly I feel like 'DDANG!' I remember someone, 

which I don't know:

Does he ever miss me like how I miss him

Does he know how many tears I've wasted to pray for his safety, his health, and every good things for him?

Does he know how many pain he left in my young heart

Does he know that how many bad things he do to me, I will still had him in my prayer, in my mind, and will always thankful to God, cause he is one of the reason I live like today?

I'll never blame him for anything he did, so that my life isn't really smooth

in contrary, I'll say thank you so much, THAT I CAN STAND TOUGHLY AS MYSELF .
fyi, sometimes I wish you had your own twitter acc, and you follow my timeline, so that I can 'mention' to you about how I feel

THANK YOU
THANK YOU

THANK YOU

please keep healthy and watch me grow, I promise I won't disappoint you, just please stop leaving some pain in my heart