Basically... I am starting something new...
now it's not 'starting', but more like 'I have started'.
On my despair perspective it's like I am back to zero, but on my positive perspective I am starting something new. I am a bit of on the middle of those two.
Well, I was always thinking to back to be blogger, just to resonate my positive energy.
Which now, I need the most.
On this comeback post,
I am just going to put BTS (well practically it's 2 and half minutes full of Jimin's voice) latest teaser for their 'Love Yourself' comeback.
Nooo, I am not that smarty nor deep enough to talk about the hidden meaning or the semiotics of the video.
IT'S JUST WHY ON THE EARTH THEY CHOOSE 'SERENDIPITY' and JIMIN SOLO.
I AM JUST SO WEAK HEARTED. AND AND THE ALBUM WILL BE CALLED 'LOVE YOURSELF',
which is my main issue :(
'Serendipity' is just like my life value, I seldom had the thing called 'expectation' and I am kind of spontaneous type of person... simply because I believe on serendipity... I just work on my own pace, and believe the good thing will come eventually if it's meant to be.
It's a bit of embarrassing but the teaser made me
cry to be honest, they put the best visual (no it's not about Jimin, I prefer him in darker hair anyway) but the video with those eclipse and galaxy...it's like one of God's best phenomenon. And the audio? Jimin's voice is just my cup of tea as usual, and of my KPOP and non-KPOP favorite male singer voice. And the lyrics is so deep... (BTS just being BTS, how many time their lyric touch this nuna's weak heart), they made it harder for me to leave this fangirl world (Well, I don't care if I was almost KILLED BY FELLOW ARMY IN FRONT OF BTS LAST APRIL, well it's a long story - I might post it later). But don't worry, I am just casual nuna fans type - which enjoys dongsaengdeul eui norae (little brother's song), which found their songs are supportive during my hard time.
But still, it made me more considerate of fly to Seoul this December, for their encore concert (if only some luck is on me)
By the way, I decided to change my blog header, since... I am not going to continue the 72-days in South Korea project since it's sooo last year, I will just make it some casual topic of my post, not the routine. I used my self proclaimed #srinderella, it's catchy isn't it?
The picture was taken on Santorini, not in Greece but in Thailand kkk...it was #srinderella's debut on her trip abroad, please anticipate mooore (meaning I have to work harder).
Last word for this post :
I started this day by taking a lot of quiz on playbuzz.com, I know it's just for fun no need to stressed it out. But sometimes when I don't understand myself, those quiz helps me to have a 'rough map' of myself. Maybe it will work for someone else either.
On one of the quiz result, they said I am 40% of Cinderella for being a person who loves to share (e.g: things on my blog), sweet and compassionate. And 60% of Belle for being an idealistic, highly imaginative, intuitive and spiritual (Dang! sounds like me) ~the thing is 'if I fail on developing my potential, I'll end up being a dreamer or misuse my power.
To be honest that sounds so realistic, meaning I have to change... I guess, should serendipity be taken out from my life value :(...well, I will learn to understand me again, the new adventure.
anyway: me and my little obsession, I seldom stumbled upon this pic of Q posket disney princess on instagram (well the uploaded one was taken from ebay), and a bit obsessed to have the Cinderella one...where can I get it, in Japan maybe? where?
Please anticipate my next post.
I am thinking about not using my personal (1st main personal instagram or any social media, unless for business purpose) for a moment, I am trying to re-build my sensitivity into words (not in short caption lol).
"All this is not coincidence
I could feel that.
Since the creation of universe
Everything was destined
(sounds like Lauhul Mahfudz :p)
Just Let Me Love You."
BTS Jimin - Serendipity
I am not an Ukhti Kpop
I just don't understand that concept meh