20140606

Maleficent - "Don't Believe The Fairy Tale"

so I went to movie theater today, and without any doubt I chose to watch Maleficent
well, have to admit that I didn't have a high expectation into that movie
I thought it was a - regular - disney movie
but surprisingly, I am...pleased with this movie

it's interesting to put a villain as a main-character,
villain
at least that's how people (on the movie) call and treat her

but before, I never knew what's her... motivation,
and from that point of view, I remembered certain people that I am considering them as a 'villain in my life'
that made me wonder... and wondering now, are they a true villain?
well, sorry my ego said yes they are

but that's not the point,// what got me interested was...
I learn about:

 believe the fairy tale >> believe your dream >> believe yourself
because I believe in Cinderella story lol
"how to face a crisis"
based on Maleficent's experience


any crisis,
I mean Maleficent
she was pretty much a heroin, her life WAS perfect, she was a fairy the strongest one that no one couldn't beat her, until someone took what's the most important thing in her life,

well, in my point of view, she isn't instantly become a villain,
but her revenge changed her
her anger and her sadness take over her 'true self' and it affects what's around her, and the worst it affects her aura, and Moors (the place where she lives) turns into a dark and gloomy place, when it was a lovely place...


so...
it made me think
deep within my mind 

1. how much you got disappointed by someone
you better don't hold a grudge,
bad words you said might be affect...
YOUR VERY OWN SELF

20140601

HAPPY MID - 2014 !!!

well...
you never know what will happen exactly in the future
like totally have no clue


when I wrote before that I hope  I can quit from being a 'fan' of EXO -- then 5months later Kris decide to leave EXO because of --insert something you know nothing about happened-- and now EXO is active as 11 members group... and people starting to turned their back on him and calling him betrayal,

and less than a month things also starting to change, like I don't enjoy 'overdose' as much as before, but yay! sometimes Yixing in black hair distracts me as always #sekteLay -- and I found looking at Tao-Hun as my 'kids' are not as lovely and heartwarming as before, does it mean that

I am over with EXO?
still can't 'decide' actually, 

but that MEANS! ONE OF MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION HAS GRANTED - ACCOMPLISHED ... but somehow I feel empty sometimes, like aargh can't mock at Kris anymore
anyway, "Welcome to jungle Pah! hope you're doing what you ACTUALLY WANTED IN YOUR LIFE from now", somehow I feel you never been sincere on screen, like there was something you always tryin to hide, like...you didn't show your real 'face'.
 Okay enough with my '6th sense wannabe moment'


Thank you, 
you've made me accomplished one of my new year's resolution, but I am supporting you, do what you love, maybe you couldn't love what you do
(btw if you're really going to be an actor just release a movie already or at least be a cameo, even Morgan and Bastian got a main role at some soap opera, after quit from SM*SH / CJR so please lemme laugh at you once more)

but this one is kinda unexpected
Busker-Busker is gonna disbanded soon, sooner or later, at least that's what I read... everywhere - and I chose to believe it
huuu~ I like your music guys, tho I only remember Brad's name...

no one can predict what is going to be happened -- see through the future...
so make sure that you always says a good thing -- things that you mean for -- things that you wish it will happen sooner or later

and I have to repeat this million times that I have to do what I love,  


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