20111231

under renovation (new year inspiration series part. 2) + B2ST's members sleeping habits ♥♥♥♥♥♥

*P.S : wth with that 'STOP Print' I just tried to censor a massage oil's brand lol*

 hmm for these 2 days I couldn't sleep in my room.
why?
 a renovation occurs
not getting a new decoration or a new paint, just fixing some leak on my room .__.

***
about new year phiuuuh~ it's gonna be tonight!

rite?
new years means nothing if you FIX nothing in your life
just like me
I got a problem with seeing other people especially other GIRLS life

sometimes I stucked in this condition:
*browsing on someone's blog, someone's timeline, someone's facebook, or any other social media of someone, which is not private locked*

and I got
hash! I WANNA BE LIKE HER

or
duh... IF I WERE HER

or
got some aches in my heart and imagined if I were someone

HAVE YOU EVER FEEL THE SAME?!?
tell me

those feeling are really really a pain in neck! I wanna get over it, I wanna just thank to GOD for everything I had

OR
I'll try my best, TO GET WHAT I WANT
I STILL curious on getting some scholarship to a different country
SO I GUESS TRY HARDER INTO MY MAXIMUM ~
I do wanna make it this year
SPIRIT!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥


MEGA BONUS!!!
sharing B2ST's members sleeping habit, I got it accidentaly from youna's tumblr
so CUTE! CHECK THESE OUT

This is from a fan account of the BEAST Japan fanmeeting:
  • Yang Yoseob: Has two different posts: 1) Putting his arms between his legs 2) Putting his butt up next to the wall. Also he initially has all of his clothes on when he sleeps, but by the time he wakes up, he isn’t wearing some. 
  • Yoon Doojoon: He is scared of his back so he can never sleep with his head faced straight up. This is why he always sleeps on his sides.
  • Yong Junhyung: Only wears underwear when he goes to sleep. Colors vary from white, pink, yellow, and many more. 
  • Jang Hyunseung: He also wears underwear in his sleep… and maybe perhaps not wear… anything.
  • Lee Kikwang: Can’t sleep if he isn’t hugging anything, so he hug Junhyung from time to time. JUNKWANG.
oppa!!! feel free to hug me every night I am okay with that #plak aaaaargh!
  • Son Dongwoon: Omitted. Sadly the fanaccouting didn’t include his answer. 
Credits: akachan @ bestiz (SOURCE) ; yongism @ younatheb2st (TRANS)

BYE! have a happy happy inspiring new year!!!

20111229

hotaru no hikari season 1 (new year inspiration series part. 1)


finished this dorama about emmm...probably 3 days ago~
and I recomend this drama for everyone who into a heart squeezing story lol

there's no way I'll talk a lot about the drama synopsis itself
since I think, it will be the same with other blog
I just wanna talk about what I get from this drama
but I guess you must known a little about what this drama is about...

there is a girl called Hotaru - Amemiya Hotaru 
she is a himono onna a kind of woman whom don't have any interest in what can I say making a love story 
and because of some undeniable circumstances she have to live with her manager
  and Hotaru's days seems change because of someone got crush on her...
awww ♥♥♥

please NOTE IT THAT I HEART BUCHO (bucho = manager) *cast by Naohito Fujiki, another sexy uncle ;;)*

I got some nice quote from this drama:
Emotion will not be understood until it spoken
perasaan tidak akan tersampaikan sampai kita mengatakannya
by Bucho - Takano Seichii for Amemiya Hotaru

actually, I understand how were Hotaru felt by holding her feeling for someone...
AND TRUST ME we must say what we want because we may regret it soon and when it's too late 

Oh yeah another quote!
*sorry btw I forgot the exact word* 
There is no answer for love (question) the answer  is something which came up from your mind
tidak ada jawaban atas permasalahan cinta jawabannya adalah apa yang muncul di kepala kita saat itu
by Yamada Neesan - Godess of Love
For me those words are touching and I try to think about those words deeply

and the SUPER SWEET DIALOGUE 
from episode 10 ~final episode~:

  buchou: Come to this side 
Hotaru seems confused  
buchou draged Hotaru 
and they sat on a porch
buchou: I sit here..and you sit there... 
That place is especially for you

YOU HAVE TO WATCH THE DRAMA BY YOURSELF TO UNDERSTAND HOW I FELT!!!

and the great thing about Buchou which I admire is he can accept Hotaru the way she is 
you know Hotaru is abnormal 
and honestly 
that is one of qualification that I'll check from someone who destined to be with me soon :">
admit that I am an abnormal girl lol 

I will go straight to season 2...!!!
but I guess after final exam *sigh*